Bittersweetness, Example A

I told him that he either has to be a good friend, or not one at all.
But he will always be him, whether in my life or not.
And when he is not, I will always wish him back in,
And when he is, I will always be wanting.
I'm probably crazy because
I told him that he either has to be a good friend, or not one at all...
Because he either is the One, or The One That Got Away;
he just doesn't know.